English matters…

I set this blog almost two years ago to learn more English – my English teacher encouraged me so she could see how I get on with the language. I did expect that I would make mistakes and I hoped that people who read it will correct them so I could know about them and I wouldn’t make them again… I absolutely don’t think I am “so f***ing fabulous” that I write in English. If some of you don’t like it, you don’t have to read it. I want the readers to tell me what I am doing wrong, but you don’t have to offend me. Is it so bad that I want to learn more even I make mistakes? If I gave up everything in which I make mistakes, I wouldn’t learn anything. So would you and everybody in the world! Nobody is perfect and everyone makes mistakes. Next, you were wrong about the Callan, I’ ve learned English at school by trial-and-error method.

By the way, since October I’m a student of English Philology so can I be so bad?

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Exactly seven years ago…

The last time I have spoken to my mother was exactly seven years ago.  I was on a trip with my class, we were talking by phone, I even didn’t manage to say good bye…

Two days later my dad came to take me home – Mom passed away he said…

I even didn’t say GOOD BYE!!! ;(

New Image. New Life.

I had a lot of time to think about my life and I decided to change some parts of it.

First of all, I won’t look for a boyfriend, because it doesn’t make sense. I’ll wait and some day someone will come to me.

Secondly, I stopped thinking about past and the future, and I flashed on the present. And I stopped dreaming, because dreams never come true. It hurts very much, when I find out that another dream hasn’t come true. It happened to often. I can’t let it happen again.

Next very important thing, which I have understood lately is that FRIENDS are the most important and I have to take care of them, because they give my strength. With my friends I can do anything I want, I can always count on them. My FAMILY is also very important, I was to selfish to understand how rich I am. Now I do and I am going to do all my best to keep close my FRIENDS and my FAMILY.

I have been really lucky, but I didn’t see that. Now I do.

Now I only need to forget about that what has happened a few months ago.

A Big Mistake…

A few days ago I came back from holidays in Croatia. Before I went to my dad’s car I had said it to HIM. I couldn’t keep it only for myself. I went there only because of HIM. I knew that it was crazy, but when HE had dropped me a line, that HE was going to Croatia and there were free places yet, I couldn’t live it just like that.

During whole 12 days I was following HIM, talking only to HIM. HE was the only person I knew it the beginning of the camp, and I was the only person HE knew. HE was there only person I could talk to. Only HE understood me. I could count on HIM. HE wouldn’t let me down.

The day after we had come I wrote a message to HIM. I was wondering, what HE thought about that I had said. HE didn’t know what was going on, so I said it ones again. Then HE said something what made me sorry. HE has had a girlfriend for five years and HE didn’t meen to make me feel, that HE felt something to me.

So why had HE wrotten that HE had been going to the camp?!

Why did HE want me to go?

I am so stupid and naive… That was the last time I felt in love with a man, who I didn’t know anything about. I hope…

Holidays! YEAH!

After ten long months of waiting finaly, we have two free of lessons, books, tests etc. Four days ago we said good bye to school, teachers and the librarian . We got our certificates and went home.

Of course we couldn’t go for holidays without a big party. People from my class and me met each other at the party. Although I am not in good relationship with majority of my class, I realy had fun. Mostly we were talking about school, but there where also another topics. Everybody liked the salad I had made, I was realy proud of myself (that was the only thing connected with me they realy liked).

But that party, like everything, had also drawbacks. I found out that my best friend would rather to talk with someone else but me. I was talking to everyone at the party, but not too much with her. I am affraid that she has a new friend and she doesn’t need me anymore. I hope there will be some explanation of her behaviour. But maybe I am wrong, maybe there is nothing wrong with her but me. Maybe I did something, what offended her. I wish I knew it.

I thing that is enough.

Look forward to seeing my new post!

A little bit about me…

My name is Dońa Linka Maria Juana Gabriela. I live in Silesia. I am 18 years old.

I am the third child in my family. I go to high school in my town, in one year I go to the university. I want to study English at the University of Silesia, I hope I will be able to.

My life isn’t very special, it’s just ordinary life of ordinary girl from ordinary country. But sometimes I have some interesting day, which can be prescribed in this blog. I hope there will be a lot of such a days.

That’s all for today. Follow my diary

Hi,

That’s my new diary. I hope I won’t make to much mistakes. It is the first time I write the diary in English. I hope it will be interesting. Have a nice reading.